6th of July. Exactly 18 years ago, I was born. Hurrah..?
That special day should've been a day of celebration, jubilation, and awesomeness. But truth be told, I've never looked forward to my birthdays. I never have since I was a kid.
Every birthday party I try to have turns into a disaster, every gathering spent alone, every family dinner turns into a high-volume debate.
This is why I try to ignore my birthday, count the seconds until I close my eyes and go to sleep to wake up the next day knowing that my birthday is now behind me.
I did think that this year would've been the same as the many years before, and lo and behold, it was yet another huge f*cking disappointment.
need to find a job quick. =.=
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